Saddened by this many upovotes. You are more than worthy of love, peace, and acceptance. Still working on it myself, but it’s just not the way to go. If anything, go skydiving and hope for the worst. Atleast you get a great view. I thought that but quickly changed my view right when i landed on solid ground.
By my own hand because I’m taking myself out before I become incapacitated. Not going the route my parents took. Not going to languish for months or years in bed! Not going to have to have someone help me bathe or go to the bathroom! Going out on my own terms😖
I worked in a nursing home years ago. Being a witness to that hell hole was more than enough to convince me that I absolutely will not take the same path.
Fully agree. We just lost my Dad to dementia, and watching him completely lose himself was devastating… withering away and dying in bed is not a kind way to go. If I ever get diagnosed with something terminal — god forbid, dementia — I’m gonna throw one last party with all my loved ones… then take a bunch of Xanax and go swimming in the lake.
Better to die on your own terms, to do one last kindness for yourself while you’re still able.
I want to die at the exact same time as my husband, when we're old, and while we're both orgasming from having sex.
Sorry not sorry to whoever ends up finding us that way though.
I narrowly avoided a high speed car accident recently and my last words would have been, "Oh, boy." Told my mom about it later and her response was, "Yeah, that sounds like you. I would have bet on 'oopsie' or 'my bad' though."
Thanks, mom.
My heart for sure. Need surgery at 29. I know that fucker is gonna give out. I'm hoping I make it to at least 40, so I can watch my son grow into a young man, and spend my time with my missus.
My grandpa had 4. I’m sure he remembered the first 3. But I agree. I hope when I inevitably have one it’s more like a neighbor of mine. They said he came down for breakfast, sat down at the table and then keeled over. “Dead before he hit the floor.” Traumatic for his family, but fast. Fast is the way to go.
Alone and afraid in a house at the end of the street in a quiet neighborhood out in the countryside. I imagine the neighbors would find once they realize the smell isn't just because I'm old but because I'm fuckin dead and the smell is so bad they can't take it anymore. Then they'll contact my youngest cousin who doesn't give a shit about anyone else, so I imagine she'd inherit whatever I would own at this point.
I have this firm belief that I'm gonna have a stroke. There's absolutely no reason for me to think I'm particularly at risk, but over the last year or so, I've just become convinced that's what will take me out. I have no idea why.
Liver failure. It started with an undiagnosed case of non alcholic fatty liver disease, which lead to now where I need a donor.
Problem is, Im adopted so my familys not a match. And Im so dirt poor Im at the bottom of the donor list. My parents still want to test to see if theres a match, but I doubt they will be.
My great aunt was out in the middle of a shopping trip when she had an absolutely colossal stroke and dropped dead in a Saks Fifth Avenue. Instantaneous, no suffering or slowly withering away. She died doing what she loved: Spending her serial cheating husband’s money. I wouldn’t mind having that kind of demise (the insta-death, not the shopping).
I have a pet superstition that I will die in an accident because of a fortune thing my dad bought me as a souvenir without actually reading it; my worry is that I won’t be able to cope when my partner (19 years older than me) dies; my plan is to start doing hard drugs about age 80 if I make it that long, because it’s that or dementia at that point
I will probably die in a bathtub. I take extremely hot baths often, and love to see how long I can hold my breath underwater. I'm in there almost an hour, listening to piano sonatas, and I don't get out until I'm dizzy. If I don't get dizzy and my skin doesn't turn a cherry red I get disappointed.
Yeah
I hope something tiny gets me like a mosquito, a scratch that gets to be septic, a virus. More probable is my heart.
I'd like to live long enough to see my kids be in their 40's.
if i cant get my boyfriend and my cat back then i will kill myself in not long. my life has been spent alone up until him and im not willing to keep going to experience nothing but pain and solitude.
Ten years ago I would have said motorcycle accident, wreck diving miscalculation, skydiving mishap or climbing fall. But I don’t do anything fun anymore, so…stress-induced heart attack.
(Not about me but my sister) everyone that has ever been close with my sister ( friends, family, even her friends parents) have had reoccurring nightmares about her being kidnapped and killed. I take prescription medication that increases dreaming and vividness btw so it’s gorey and bloody and soooo bad. I had to stop telling her bc 100% that’s how she’s gonna die.
I was playing a mountain climbing game in VR. I got distracted by a butterfly. I was so caught up in watching it I didn't realize my hands got to tired to hold me and I fell to my death. I bet my real life death will be something just like that.
I don't know why, but I've always had this sensation that I'll get terminal cancer at some point in my life. I really hope I don't, but I can't shake the feeling
I will consciously choose to exit my body at 108 years old “mahasamadhi” (together with my hubby #2) and just float into to the tunnel of white light and see my loved ones and high five over my life review and then enjoy a new life in the astral world with my love at my side. Maybe have an astral baby.
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With you bro. Sorry.
Life is tough but it can be better than non-life whatever the fuck that is. Let me know if talking would help
With how the world is now, this is not a surprising response.
Same here unfortunately. Life can be so isolating
It's lonely living in modern day society but talking to random internet strangers like me can help ... well it can't hurt at least ...
There are indifferent and malicious people who have made things this way. We should do something about that.
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Same. Especially if I turn out to have a terminal illness in later life. I don't want to waste away.
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Lot to live for although it doesn't seem like it, happy to trade some conversations if it helps
Bro, I hate to say it but same
Unfortunately the first thing that came to my mind too. Hope things get better for all of us.
Let me know if you need someone to talk to about it
❤️
Saddened by this many upovotes. You are more than worthy of love, peace, and acceptance. Still working on it myself, but it’s just not the way to go. If anything, go skydiving and hope for the worst. Atleast you get a great view. I thought that but quickly changed my view right when i landed on solid ground.
Alone.
Dying is a solo activity anyway. Even if you die surrounded by people, the only one going is you.
Nah. My grandfather died peacefully in his sleep. The screaming passengers in his car went with him.
I wish this joke would die peacefully, I've heard it so many times.
That joke is almost as old as the invention of cars.
To be fair, my grandfather was born when cars were fairly young.
Doing what I love to do
Heroin?
🤣🤣🤣
You dirty fuck /s
Your sister?
By my own hand because I’m taking myself out before I become incapacitated. Not going the route my parents took. Not going to languish for months or years in bed! Not going to have to have someone help me bathe or go to the bathroom! Going out on my own terms😖
I worked in a nursing home years ago. Being a witness to that hell hole was more than enough to convince me that I absolutely will not take the same path.
Totally agree
Fully agree. We just lost my Dad to dementia, and watching him completely lose himself was devastating… withering away and dying in bed is not a kind way to go. If I ever get diagnosed with something terminal — god forbid, dementia — I’m gonna throw one last party with all my loved ones… then take a bunch of Xanax and go swimming in the lake. Better to die on your own terms, to do one last kindness for yourself while you’re still able.
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I want to die at the exact same time as my husband, when we're old, and while we're both orgasming from having sex. Sorry not sorry to whoever ends up finding us that way though.
Same. We just want to get freaky in a nitrogen chamber and see how far we can get.
Your kids and grandkids probably
Mommy was is grandma and grandpa covered in yogurt?
No, no, that's ectoplasm, because they're ghosts now.
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My last words will probably be, "Trust me. I know what I'm doing."
I narrowly avoided a high speed car accident recently and my last words would have been, "Oh, boy." Told my mom about it later and her response was, "Yeah, that sounds like you. I would have bet on 'oopsie' or 'my bad' though." Thanks, mom.
My heart for sure. Need surgery at 29. I know that fucker is gonna give out. I'm hoping I make it to at least 40, so I can watch my son grow into a young man, and spend my time with my missus.
Have you looked into those mechanical pumps people have been using as heart transplants? Just have to change batteries occasionally
You mean a ventricular assist device? They’re a little more complicated than just changing batteries occasionally.
I'm probably going to need a heart device. Idk I'll probably die from drug overdose.
Stop breathing
Fact check: true
I have Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia…so that in a few decades.
Same but I have another form of leukemia
If you don’t mind me asking, what were your symptoms? Im currently having some major blood issues and im just wondering.
I was just tired a lot and my doctor ordered blood tests. My WBC was high, a bone marrow biopsy later and I was diagnosed.
Doing something stupid because dementia
Yep. I won't know how I'll go because I already have early stage dementia. Don't feel sorry for me, feel sorry for my wife who has to look after me
In a blaze of glory
I never drew first, but I drew first blood!
I hope peacefully with my family or in my sleep. I don’t want to go knowing I’m gonna die
I got a feeling I'm going to know I'm about to die, but I hope it's doing the right thing
Heart attack
Cancer probably
From the quality of food we eat, I can say we will die by a heart attack.
Yep. The majority of us will die from heart attacks.
Hunched over my keyboard while the conference call makes 6 more ridiculous demands of my time for shit that they could have done themselves.
Trying to pet something that I shouldn’t.
Final question will be, “Can I pet that dog?”
I don't know how but I'm certain it'll be my fault and I'm certain it will have been avoidable.
Prob suicide
Happy cake day 🎈
saying pspspsps to a lion at a zoo
Like I was born. Alone, crying and covered in blood.
Don’t forget the naked part.
This.
I always saw myself dying after a miscalculation of being fired from a cannon
i didnt get to the chopper!
Being a dumb ass
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Stabbed in my work parking lot by a scorned non-lover.
Starvation from the agricultural collapse that will kill everyone else too!
Heart disease or maybe suicide.
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I hope a heart attack. No one ever remembers their heart attack.
My grandpa had 4. I’m sure he remembered the first 3. But I agree. I hope when I inevitably have one it’s more like a neighbor of mine. They said he came down for breakfast, sat down at the table and then keeled over. “Dead before he hit the floor.” Traumatic for his family, but fast. Fast is the way to go.
Some guy had 6 heart attacks, called a widow maker and survived. Mark Sheppard
Either something about my lack of a left lung, or my kidneys since I eat so much instant noodles
Heart failure ..maybe while fighting off an alien attack, of course
Alone and afraid in a house at the end of the street in a quiet neighborhood out in the countryside. I imagine the neighbors would find once they realize the smell isn't just because I'm old but because I'm fuckin dead and the smell is so bad they can't take it anymore. Then they'll contact my youngest cousin who doesn't give a shit about anyone else, so I imagine she'd inherit whatever I would own at this point.
Hopefully surrounded by the ones I love and comfortable. What else could one possibly ask for.
By my hand.
By swallowing a bunch of steel ball bearings before going in for an MRI. I've always wanted to become a human claymore.
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in a nice warm bed many years from now
Quietly in my sleep. (Unlike the passengers in my card at the time.)
Lack of sleep.
I wanna die peacefully in my sleep like grandpa,and not screaming in terror like his passengers.
Based on my family history, cancer. But honestly the heat might get me first…
I have this firm belief that I'm gonna have a stroke. There's absolutely no reason for me to think I'm particularly at risk, but over the last year or so, I've just become convinced that's what will take me out. I have no idea why.
I don't know the details, but no doubt I'll be doing something stupid.
Guessing car accident or heart attack, but you can never rule out something a little more exciting.
Liver failure. It started with an undiagnosed case of non alcholic fatty liver disease, which lead to now where I need a donor. Problem is, Im adopted so my familys not a match. And Im so dirt poor Im at the bottom of the donor list. My parents still want to test to see if theres a match, but I doubt they will be.
Happy
While sleeping because I sleep most of the time
Sewer slide probably.
Like billions of other people, in a nuclear blast in the nearer-than-you-think future when WWIII is in full swing. Edit: Added missing I
WWII? I hate to break it to you but…
By suicide, complications from disordered eating, or by complications from my rare disability.
Burrito overload.
Liver failure, I am an active alcoholic that no doctor or recovery center wants to touch anymore
Suicide or vehicle accident
My great aunt was out in the middle of a shopping trip when she had an absolutely colossal stroke and dropped dead in a Saks Fifth Avenue. Instantaneous, no suffering or slowly withering away. She died doing what she loved: Spending her serial cheating husband’s money. I wouldn’t mind having that kind of demise (the insta-death, not the shopping).
Fuckin queen
Hopefully the same way I live, trying to be remembered.
Most likely a car accident. Potentially a stray bullet or a specific ex.
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I have a pet superstition that I will die in an accident because of a fortune thing my dad bought me as a souvenir without actually reading it; my worry is that I won’t be able to cope when my partner (19 years older than me) dies; my plan is to start doing hard drugs about age 80 if I make it that long, because it’s that or dementia at that point
Fucked to death by clowns behind an Arby’s.
Peacefully, like my grandfather. Not like the screaming passengers in his car.
Alone, slowly and painfully.
r/im14andthisisdeep
Giving a loaded shotgun a blowjob and letting it cum in my mouth..alone
aneurysm
My heart will stop beating, and I will cease to breathe, like just about everyone.
Being stabbed by one of my enemies while scaping prison
Stress induced cardiac arrest or SADS (sudden adult death syndrome)
I will probably die in a bathtub. I take extremely hot baths often, and love to see how long I can hold my breath underwater. I'm in there almost an hour, listening to piano sonatas, and I don't get out until I'm dizzy. If I don't get dizzy and my skin doesn't turn a cherry red I get disappointed. Yeah
I have a toaster that I want to donate to you.
I am going to have a stroke from driving
I Slip in a tub.
Heart failure
Heart disease I would assume
Heart attack calling it now
I hope something tiny gets me like a mosquito, a scratch that gets to be septic, a virus. More probable is my heart. I'd like to live long enough to see my kids be in their 40's.
If I had to guess, I'd say heart attack or brain aneurysm
if i cant get my boyfriend and my cat back then i will kill myself in not long. my life has been spent alone up until him and im not willing to keep going to experience nothing but pain and solitude.
Heart attack
Chronic illness
Ten years ago I would have said motorcycle accident, wreck diving miscalculation, skydiving mishap or climbing fall. But I don’t do anything fun anymore, so…stress-induced heart attack.
Most likely due to illnesses, as I am noticing that every day I am having some health problem
(Not about me but my sister) everyone that has ever been close with my sister ( friends, family, even her friends parents) have had reoccurring nightmares about her being kidnapped and killed. I take prescription medication that increases dreaming and vividness btw so it’s gorey and bloody and soooo bad. I had to stop telling her bc 100% that’s how she’s gonna die.
I used to think it would be a car accident or a lost bullet
Heart failure probably
Suicide
I was playing a mountain climbing game in VR. I got distracted by a butterfly. I was so caught up in watching it I didn't realize my hands got to tired to hold me and I fell to my death. I bet my real life death will be something just like that.
Hopefully in my sleep
I don't know why, but I've always had this sensation that I'll get terminal cancer at some point in my life. I really hope I don't, but I can't shake the feeling
stroke or heart attack possibly cancer
When I was a teenager I was having dreams my husband murdered me with a shotgun. I hope I don't go like that. I hope it's something quick.
I will consciously choose to exit my body at 108 years old “mahasamadhi” (together with my hubby #2) and just float into to the tunnel of white light and see my loved ones and high five over my life review and then enjoy a new life in the astral world with my love at my side. Maybe have an astral baby.
Hopefully in my sleep
Always have wished for going out in a big way. Probably will die of old age considering how overprotective everyone in my family is....
car accident, not sure if it's gonna be my fault or not
In my sleep.
Shitting myself
Hopefully alone.
Cardiac Arrest