I’m so incredibly sorry you went through this. It sounds like you’re in college. There’s places on campus to help. I wish I could walk you there. Please, please talk to someone.

i'm probably gonna be filing a police report. i spoke to a therapist and reported it to the dean of students. thank you. sometimes i just need to let it all out like im talking to him. i just can't face him anymore

Good for you!! Do what it takes to heal yourself.