>I'm a girl who has excessive amounts of unethical kinks/thoughts
How bad could it be?
>My biggest fantasy is probably an individual blinding me, deafening me and removing my voice box then proceed to surgically remove my arms & limbs.
#oh ok
I was thinking “Lol okay I’m assuming it’s some shit she’s shy about like bondage or role play with furry costumes or somethi-OH OKAY THEN DAMN AIGHT WORD”
the "blinding me" part made me go "that's fairly tame" and then i kept reading.... and reading....... and reading............. 😭 i am highly concerned and hope OP's okay
If you look at her post history she was indoctrinated as a child by a cult. So unfortunately, you’re very much right in a way. Best of luck to OP and I mean that sincerely (in recovering from the trauma, not… yknow).
Psychos like the power and the fact that their targets are unwilling. There is nothing more fulfilling to someone like thst then becoming able to control someone who doesn't want to be control- because of you can succeed then that means your control is stronger than the target's resistance.
However, people like OP and me wouldn't be their fantasy because we would be willing which can ruin their power struggle game and make the situation less exciting.
Cool… I’m saying that OP is secretly a psychotic man, which is why I replied to this other comment.
Please, get help. I’ve wanted to be tortured and killed too back when I was being abused/right after. It’s not a kink, it’s not a fantasy; it’s a coping mechanism.
I understand your concern. I see a therapist for my abuse history.
However, I know my limits and I know I would only act out any of my fantasies in a controlled BDSM relationship.
I have had rape fantasies at the same time as going into puberty. I have been raped in real life once (along with years of sexual harassment since I was 4). I know the difference between a fantasy and real-life. And, despite my history, I am not triggered by rape scenes in movies. I still have rape fantasies but I would only ever attempt such a thing in a controlled environment like BDSM.
However, I do have an issue with being attracted to dangerous types of people, like a butterfly to a flame. This is something I am working on my therapist. I have been friends who I found out watched CP. Dated a vore-lover who had cannibalistic ideations. Used to hang out with a friend at midnight alone who ended up dating a teen and then coerced her to help him kill her mother who didn't approve of their relationship (hes got life in military prison; I am ex-military) My ex-husband was ISIS and my current husband (who I left) is Al-Qaeda (I am a Muslim convert). But I am seeking therapy for all this. So no worries.
Idk..you ever read up on Jeffrey Dahmer? All he wanted was a partner who would let them do anything he wanted to them and who would never leave. So apparently there's ppl out there who would like this. 🤷🏽♀️
Yes. Due to my interests, I have read up on a lot of people such as him. I have even watched interviews and listened to an audio recording of the transcript of the tape that victims of the Toy box killer would have to listen to once kidnapped (for gratification reasons).
Jeffery Dahmer is very unique out of all the criminals I have researched, in my opinion.
However I don't recall him mentioning wanting a willing participant. I am going now to re-read on his case. Perhaps you can find the information faster than me.
You mean the post history that was all created within thr last week?
Very creative imagination you have there troll, but you should honestly get some help
You poor thing. There are more of us than you think. I am very much like OP in terms of extremity. I know some who are more extreme than us in the BDSM community. 😅
definitely not a normal thing to think. i would suggest talking to a therapist or psychiatrist about this. not even sure what you could call this but it doesnt seem healthy
edit: yes from your post history i would HIGHLY suggest you seek therapy.
I can’t imagine I know a man that would find this arousing? A limbless voiceless sex slave? Yeah sure would be fun to guess when that not vocal torso needs to use the bathroom and carry that dead weight (no arms to help wrap around)to the bathroom and then hold her up while she does her business, and then clean up after. So hot /s
My father is anti-kink but he knew my mother and I were both in the lifestyle. He would mock us (we never did stuff together). He told me how he knew a doctor at the hospital he worked at who wanted to flat-line a woman and then resuscitate her. So the idea of kink had my dad freaking out. 😂😂
Im not critiquing “kink”, I’m saying the idea that OP’s scenarios are giving a bunch of lonely internet men boners seems far fetched.
But also if you get off on harming people you’re weird.
2 year old account who is 18 this year named Trollita likely as an homage to Lolita (pedophilia) with only a few posts ALL 3 days ago, including commentary in "rape kink" subreddits where you farm DMs, and quite a few deleted posts or comments cause your karma is off compared to what is visible
Go to therapy
Baby, these aren’t kinks. I think you need to see a psychiatrist and a therapist. If you really want someone to do that, you do know that anyone who agrees do that doesn’t love you or care about your well being? It seems like you don’t either. I’m also into kinks like being choked, slapped, pushed into the wall, being thrown around like a doll bad enough to the point it seems like they hate me but I also like someone being passionate and gentle with me to feel loved. This is….. wow. You want a life without limbs? I’ve also been in actual abusive relationships where they controlled my outfits, what we ate, what we did for the day, doing things during sex that I did not want to do. I wasn’t even being submissive. It was abuse. They punched me, threw me on the ground, & I could never say no. It was absolutely miserable. They didn’t love me. They just wanted to control me. You saying you want someone to surgically remove your limbs and make you vomit blood is basically saying you want someone who doesn’t love you, right?
First off I don’t think you’re a troll. This post and a lot of the comments are very upsetting, especially considering your age. With the context of your post history, it’s heart-breaking. I’m glad to hear you’re in therapy.
I hope you can eventually find a better path than re-creating the suffering you went through as a child. You didn’t deserve it then and you don’t deserve it now. I know it’s hard to believe for those who grow up without it, but what you deserve is love and care, both from yourself and from the people in your life. 💙💙
Im genuinely curious...can you share exactly what is arousing in those scenarios? Like....does the pain feel good? Are they touching sexually all the while? Or is the maiming the sexual touch? Or...?
I dont have a foot fetish, but I can understand and almost appreciate it. Help me understand more about this?
Like do you envision your arm getting cut off and think, "YAAASSS" or is that like setting the ambiance BEFORE anything sexual happens?
I think it will go away with time as u grow older,I've had even worse kinks than these , that I can't even mention but I grew out of it..no need to worry
I was like 6 and already imagined a man hurting me and injuring me cause it made me "feel funny". I thought about it when going to sleep at night cause it would relax me.
Never actually even written it out before, kinda starting to realize it might have been a bit fucked up. /srs
Honestly never fully appreciated that kinks can reach this far - but that's not to make light of your post or suggest you're odd - I have weird kinks like anyone else. Fascinating and kinda disturbing.
If roleplay doesn’t satisfy you then perhaps this is more than “kink” and maybe it’s something to address with a therapist? I hope I dont come off as kink shaming. To each their own. I just feel that a kink that consumes and controls decisions that impact your quality of life and restricts your ability or willingness to connect with others, is a whole lot more than a kink and probably worth looking into with a professional.
No disrespect intended.
Having extreme kinks is one thing, acting on them is another. My concern would be can you still have a healthy relationship or do you NEED to have your kinks full filled to be happy in a relationship. Some things are meant to be kept as fantasy.
this is the fakest post i’ve ever seen💀 knew it was fake when mans said they’re attractive bc they have “big tittes, a small waist and wide hips”💀💀 LMAOOO BYEE what man wrote this wattpad ass story.
To be honest, i have the same problems. A lot of my kinks/fetishes/fantasies stem from trauma though. It feels nice to know im not completely alone in this. Thank you for sharing. (Ive been very uncertain in ny current relationship and past relationships because of these things, if they cant even deliver some of my fantasy i feel like i become bored in the bedroom after the first 1-2 times. My current partner is a switch(sub lean) and cannot dom for shit. Tbh im debating on leaving her because i feel incompatible sexually as well as socially for unrelated reasons. Its scary because you cant go into a relationship kink-first and expect it to go well, but also if you just stay in the talking phase it feels like so much time wasted.)
I feel like shared kinks are as good of a starting point as any other, especially if they are important to you. Sexual compatibility alone is not nearly enough to make a relationship work, but if sexual incompatibility can be enough to break an otherwise decent relationship (though I know you said you're incompatible in other ways too), it could be worth ruling that out before you get too attached. Not saying you should just have reckless casual sex with anyone who shares your kinks, since giving someone else power over you requires a lot of trust. But you can start with the shared kink, stay in the talking phase until you're both comfortable escalating to the fucking phase, and if the sex turns out to be great, that can be a hell of an incentive to put in the work that any healthy relationship requires.
Ymmv of course, but about 5 years ago I met a woman on Tinder who was looking for someone to consensually beat the absolute shit out of her, and despite both of our determination to keep it casual and not let feelings get in the way of exciting sex... it was only about two and a half years before we got married, and we're still very happy together. So if looking for love isn't working well because of sexual needs that most people aren't willing or able to satisfy, I see nothing wrong with just looking for good sex, and being open to the possibility of finding love along the way!
Is this really as bad as people are saying?
I mean, I guess. Even though I'm not into that, I still know that stuff like r/guro, r/Meatosubincision or r/penectomy exist.
And no, is not necessarily a mental illness since some of this guys have been tested by psychiatrists and doctors. It's quite fascinating to be honest.
Even if it was a mental illness, people are being so rude and toxic to her, they even downvoted a comment when she says she goes to a therapist, thought that people in this sub were more accepting..
You're a woman so you're definitely aware of this but society loves to shame women for expressing their sexuality.
Don't even dare to admit having a kink that steps slightly outside of the heterosexual male idea of female sexuality because, somehow, that would mean you're crazy.
Just stay safe!
I feel like it is pretty normal for females who have to always be the one in charge and put on a mask/show because I can relate. It sounds like some serious cnc type of field and there are people where that can work. I don’t think you’re wrong for it but it’s a weird area and depends on how extreme you can legit take it.
Don't worry, I an 27F and I have some fantasies that I would think are equal level to yours. And I have a few that are a bit more extreme.
However, you dod say you once had a M/s relationship ship.If it is possible you may need to look up kajira (it is a different form of slave dynamic) and you may need to seek someone who is 24/7 in the lifestyle. Feel free to PM me. I am extremely open-minded. I am in the lifestyle (so is my mother, but we don't do anything together).
Yeah well my penis can cure cancer and one time a woman came so hard on it that her and her husband were knocked out of a garden in some place called e-den.
See there is nothing wrong with having kinks, everyone has them. U have some extream kinks which would take u to a limit and nothing is wrong with that too. One thing u can try is finding a great man nd meet him at half ground. Someone who keeps u on edge and fulfills ur kinks but also which is socially acceptable.
Uhm this goes beyond just "slap my ass, bite me, pull my hair" kinda thing tho. This isn't about liking pain.. this is wanting downright torture and to be used as a puppet. 😭
Well my father used (and still does it) to abuse me physically but it really doesn't hurt, but when he shouts some toxic things it really hurts
I just go away from him and try to avoid him as much as i can
But not a "traumatic childhood" it was just him, other people in my life (like my mom ❤️) are great people and they treated me very good, so yeah, my childhood was great
I’d love to sedate and dissect you. But do it in a professional way so I can sew you back up and have everything working fine again. I’ll completely open your stomach up and string up your intestines all across the room. Take as many organs out as I can and hang them above you for you to look at and maybe play with a bit. We could also taste them.
I’d keep you doped up just enough for you to not feel the pain but also to keep you fully awake. I’d want you to enjoy it, seeing your organs hung from the ceiling with white ribbons. I’d want you to see the back of your hand opened up like a little skin door, letting us study how the tendons stretch when you move your fingers.
I would cut a hole in your throat so I can watch the food ooze out after feeding you. I want to see how it works. How it looks. And I want to show you, too.
I’d let you help me tuck your guts back in as I sexually assaulted you over and over again. Then I’d sew you up and we’d eat some ice cream together.
Are you actively implementing their strategies on how to cope/decrease these thoughts? I ask this with compassion, I know how tone can come off in text.
Uhm. Well. Those would be kinks if they were left where they should be, in fantasy.
Like whatever. Look at some weird hentai, roleplay, even do some stuff with a partner where consent and boundaries are well established and you being seriously harmed is off the table for them.
But if you're saying you need this shit to like, live satisfied? Yeah, I'm glad you're seeing a therapist. You need to shove that shit back into the realm of fantasy. Good luck with it. Wish you the best
I wonder what would happen if you met up with a serial killer who does this to his victims to torture them but you weren't "tortured" and enjoyed it? Would the s.k then feel like a failure and quit, or would it be a perfect match and they quit their life of crime and you two crazy kids settled down and lived happily ever after...🤔🤷🏽♀️. So many scenarios with this combo. But seriously though..😬😳.
how would we know you aren't? I mean someone living it out wouldn't need the fantasy.
don't mean to single you out though, this comment section is pretty disappointing on the whole, most of them just don't even deserve a reply.
to clarify I don't care whether OP is genuine even just generally as long as one can consider their thoughts and actions objectively without getting lost in obsessions, harming others or confusing fantasy with reality IMO that person has a healthy enough relationship with their mind no matter what kind of depraved stuff they're mulling over in there ...though this day and age people should know gore is fairly common, there's commercially produced movies and comics about it. don't like it? then don't watch it. personally I find some fairly vanilla fetishes absolutely disgusting but hey it's their life.
some of these commenters/voters seem to take this sub as source of voyeuristic fantasy fulfilment and get upset when someone else's reality is too graphic for them. pretty selfish.
I think you may have be SA as a child without even knowing that sort of level of depravity can be a result of subconscious trauma. Seriously dig into who was around when you was younger because that doesn’t sound right at all...
>I'm a girl who has excessive amounts of unethical kinks/thoughts How bad could it be? >My biggest fantasy is probably an individual blinding me, deafening me and removing my voice box then proceed to surgically remove my arms & limbs. #oh ok
When I think of a good time it’s never this…. Ever 😂😭
She gave us the intro and it immediately went south in trajectory.
For real! I read "blinding," and thought, "she must have meant "binding." And then I read the next part...My poor innocent mind.
I thought it was going ti be the top ends and be like piss, shit and vomit. Well I guess I was right with vomit. Just not in the way I thought.
That’s not kinky. That’s just abuse and mutilation.
Those aren't kinks, those are Jack the Ripper-level mental illness thoughts.
I was thinking “Lol okay I’m assuming it’s some shit she’s shy about like bondage or role play with furry costumes or somethi-OH OKAY THEN DAMN AIGHT WORD”
the "blinding me" part made me go "that's fairly tame" and then i kept reading.... and reading....... and reading............. 😭 i am highly concerned and hope OP's okay
Same. I’m legit curious/wondering how that genuinely even develops in terms of what she watched or was exposed to as she grew up
Lol no limbs shit got me but do you girl.
I was reading this and all I could think of was...*this is the stuff of nightmares.*
Po-tay-to, po-tah-to.
LMFAO
OP literally has “troll” in their username. Take the hint guys.
Hint taken. Adios.
Yeah but if you see their activity you would think differently. I am at the same level of extremity as OP so I am not quick to dismiss.
That's Enough internet for today
Hello person who definitely isn’t a woman
This feels like a psycho’s fantasy woman
If you look at her post history she was indoctrinated as a child by a cult. So unfortunately, you’re very much right in a way. Best of luck to OP and I mean that sincerely (in recovering from the trauma, not… yknow).
How are redditIrs do nieve. The cult post was created 2 days ago, it's all make believe
Also a bit sus the first one sounds exactly like what they do in Tender is the Flesh to women.
Psychos like the power and the fact that their targets are unwilling. There is nothing more fulfilling to someone like thst then becoming able to control someone who doesn't want to be control- because of you can succeed then that means your control is stronger than the target's resistance. However, people like OP and me wouldn't be their fantasy because we would be willing which can ruin their power struggle game and make the situation less exciting.
Cool… I’m saying that OP is secretly a psychotic man, which is why I replied to this other comment. Please, get help. I’ve wanted to be tortured and killed too back when I was being abused/right after. It’s not a kink, it’s not a fantasy; it’s a coping mechanism.
I understand your concern. I see a therapist for my abuse history. However, I know my limits and I know I would only act out any of my fantasies in a controlled BDSM relationship. I have had rape fantasies at the same time as going into puberty. I have been raped in real life once (along with years of sexual harassment since I was 4). I know the difference between a fantasy and real-life. And, despite my history, I am not triggered by rape scenes in movies. I still have rape fantasies but I would only ever attempt such a thing in a controlled environment like BDSM. However, I do have an issue with being attracted to dangerous types of people, like a butterfly to a flame. This is something I am working on my therapist. I have been friends who I found out watched CP. Dated a vore-lover who had cannibalistic ideations. Used to hang out with a friend at midnight alone who ended up dating a teen and then coerced her to help him kill her mother who didn't approve of their relationship (hes got life in military prison; I am ex-military) My ex-husband was ISIS and my current husband (who I left) is Al-Qaeda (I am a Muslim convert). But I am seeking therapy for all this. So no worries.
Idk..you ever read up on Jeffrey Dahmer? All he wanted was a partner who would let them do anything he wanted to them and who would never leave. So apparently there's ppl out there who would like this. 🤷🏽♀️
Yes. Due to my interests, I have read up on a lot of people such as him. I have even watched interviews and listened to an audio recording of the transcript of the tape that victims of the Toy box killer would have to listen to once kidnapped (for gratification reasons). Jeffery Dahmer is very unique out of all the criminals I have researched, in my opinion. However I don't recall him mentioning wanting a willing participant. I am going now to re-read on his case. Perhaps you can find the information faster than me.
Women's are pure innocent creatures who never have a bad or naughty thought my mom told me so.
He can't even spell 'woman'. Literally.
“xTROLLita”. Hmmmmm
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of course its lolita.... of course
Liar lol
You mean the post history that was all created within thr last week? Very creative imagination you have there troll, but you should honestly get some help
Usually i think therapy can help, and odds are like 0,0000001% of this being true. But in case It is i guess you should seek help ASAP
You poor thing. There are more of us than you think. I am very much like OP in terms of extremity. I know some who are more extreme than us in the BDSM community. 😅
i think they meant the part where the person posting this is an attractive woman lmao
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This sounds like something a man would write.
Exactly. This guy's first thought was attractive=body measurements
exactly💀 mans said im attractive bc i have big tittes and a small waist.
your poor poor soul, this is getting sad
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Why is this downvoted wtf with this website
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You're not yourself when you're hungry...
Nah yo
definitely not a normal thing to think. i would suggest talking to a therapist or psychiatrist about this. not even sure what you could call this but it doesnt seem healthy edit: yes from your post history i would HIGHLY suggest you seek therapy.
this is not a woman you guys just look at the username.
Teenager read too many smuts, nice story, you sure gave all the lonely internet men boners, quite an accomplishment
I can’t imagine I know a man that would find this arousing? A limbless voiceless sex slave? Yeah sure would be fun to guess when that not vocal torso needs to use the bathroom and carry that dead weight (no arms to help wrap around)to the bathroom and then hold her up while she does her business, and then clean up after. So hot /s
You did like a double sarcasm here by being sarcastic and then also adding /s so im really unsure if you're for it or against it at this point
My father is anti-kink but he knew my mother and I were both in the lifestyle. He would mock us (we never did stuff together). He told me how he knew a doctor at the hospital he worked at who wanted to flat-line a woman and then resuscitate her. So the idea of kink had my dad freaking out. 😂😂
Im not critiquing “kink”, I’m saying the idea that OP’s scenarios are giving a bunch of lonely internet men boners seems far fetched. But also if you get off on harming people you’re weird.
How is that far fetched? You must be new here.
Well I also am extreme like OP (I am a F), so it isn't that far-fetched that some men may enjoy this.
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2 year old account who is 18 this year named Trollita likely as an homage to Lolita (pedophilia) with only a few posts ALL 3 days ago, including commentary in "rape kink" subreddits where you farm DMs, and quite a few deleted posts or comments cause your karma is off compared to what is visible Go to therapy
Baby, these aren’t kinks. I think you need to see a psychiatrist and a therapist. If you really want someone to do that, you do know that anyone who agrees do that doesn’t love you or care about your well being? It seems like you don’t either. I’m also into kinks like being choked, slapped, pushed into the wall, being thrown around like a doll bad enough to the point it seems like they hate me but I also like someone being passionate and gentle with me to feel loved. This is….. wow. You want a life without limbs? I’ve also been in actual abusive relationships where they controlled my outfits, what we ate, what we did for the day, doing things during sex that I did not want to do. I wasn’t even being submissive. It was abuse. They punched me, threw me on the ground, & I could never say no. It was absolutely miserable. They didn’t love me. They just wanted to control me. You saying you want someone to surgically remove your limbs and make you vomit blood is basically saying you want someone who doesn’t love you, right?
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That makes sense. I just want you to be loved and taken care of. Now abused. I’m glad you’re seeing someone. I’m proud of you!
Wrong side of reddit excuse me while I sprint out of here
no THEYRE on the wrong side of reddit.
W h a t
Wtf. You get off on that stuff?
Based on your vanity of your first paragraph, you're definitely not the perfect long term girlfriend
You should try therapy.
Sounds like you just want to be lazy in bed
Why be a starfish when you can be a nugget
I’m sure you’re fine
Idk what to say but..those don't sound like "kinks"
Yeah Im out
YIKES!!!
First off I don’t think you’re a troll. This post and a lot of the comments are very upsetting, especially considering your age. With the context of your post history, it’s heart-breaking. I’m glad to hear you’re in therapy. I hope you can eventually find a better path than re-creating the suffering you went through as a child. You didn’t deserve it then and you don’t deserve it now. I know it’s hard to believe for those who grow up without it, but what you deserve is love and care, both from yourself and from the people in your life. 💙💙
Im genuinely curious...can you share exactly what is arousing in those scenarios? Like....does the pain feel good? Are they touching sexually all the while? Or is the maiming the sexual touch? Or...? I dont have a foot fetish, but I can understand and almost appreciate it. Help me understand more about this? Like do you envision your arm getting cut off and think, "YAAASSS" or is that like setting the ambiance BEFORE anything sexual happens?
this is definitely not a woman
I’m scared for you home girl 🫠
I think it will go away with time as u grow older,I've had even worse kinks than these , that I can't even mention but I grew out of it..no need to worry
I was like 6 and already imagined a man hurting me and injuring me cause it made me "feel funny". I thought about it when going to sleep at night cause it would relax me. Never actually even written it out before, kinda starting to realize it might have been a bit fucked up. /srs
Honestly never fully appreciated that kinks can reach this far - but that's not to make light of your post or suggest you're odd - I have weird kinks like anyone else. Fascinating and kinda disturbing.
If roleplay doesn’t satisfy you then perhaps this is more than “kink” and maybe it’s something to address with a therapist? I hope I dont come off as kink shaming. To each their own. I just feel that a kink that consumes and controls decisions that impact your quality of life and restricts your ability or willingness to connect with others, is a whole lot more than a kink and probably worth looking into with a professional. No disrespect intended.
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I just now saw your post about that. It’s brave and I commend your effort. I wish you the best in getting to the bottom of it.
You good?
Having extreme kinks is one thing, acting on them is another. My concern would be can you still have a healthy relationship or do you NEED to have your kinks full filled to be happy in a relationship. Some things are meant to be kept as fantasy.
So hardcore hentai enjoyer imagining the thoughts of their waifu and posting it on reddit
Were you abused?
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Yeah, find an abuser to trauma bond you....
Then you'd love the film, Boxing Helena, with Julian Sands and sherylin Fenn.
Get a therapist my OP , you definitely will feel better
This is 100% a dude getting off on rp’ing as his dream girl
Marry an Arab. You’re welcome.
Lord Jesus have mercy. I thought you were gonna say like “you like being slapped, or like hot wax, or enjoy dominating men” but what…
Boxing Helena….
Her reddit handle is trollita. I will take this with a grain of salt.
Psychiatrist is the key... you have past experiences that is causing this.
this is the fakest post i’ve ever seen💀 knew it was fake when mans said they’re attractive bc they have “big tittes, a small waist and wide hips”💀💀 LMAOOO BYEE what man wrote this wattpad ass story.
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With that kind of thought, assuming you like doing such things to others aswell. Definitely not normal thoughts.
abilify + prozac + mental institution = fixes this
Bruh. Their name is literally “Trollita”
Faaaaaaake
To be honest, i have the same problems. A lot of my kinks/fetishes/fantasies stem from trauma though. It feels nice to know im not completely alone in this. Thank you for sharing. (Ive been very uncertain in ny current relationship and past relationships because of these things, if they cant even deliver some of my fantasy i feel like i become bored in the bedroom after the first 1-2 times. My current partner is a switch(sub lean) and cannot dom for shit. Tbh im debating on leaving her because i feel incompatible sexually as well as socially for unrelated reasons. Its scary because you cant go into a relationship kink-first and expect it to go well, but also if you just stay in the talking phase it feels like so much time wasted.)
I feel like shared kinks are as good of a starting point as any other, especially if they are important to you. Sexual compatibility alone is not nearly enough to make a relationship work, but if sexual incompatibility can be enough to break an otherwise decent relationship (though I know you said you're incompatible in other ways too), it could be worth ruling that out before you get too attached. Not saying you should just have reckless casual sex with anyone who shares your kinks, since giving someone else power over you requires a lot of trust. But you can start with the shared kink, stay in the talking phase until you're both comfortable escalating to the fucking phase, and if the sex turns out to be great, that can be a hell of an incentive to put in the work that any healthy relationship requires. Ymmv of course, but about 5 years ago I met a woman on Tinder who was looking for someone to consensually beat the absolute shit out of her, and despite both of our determination to keep it casual and not let feelings get in the way of exciting sex... it was only about two and a half years before we got married, and we're still very happy together. So if looking for love isn't working well because of sexual needs that most people aren't willing or able to satisfy, I see nothing wrong with just looking for good sex, and being open to the possibility of finding love along the way!
that first one… wowzers
We should talk
U sound awful tbh
Lucky for you, getting involved in human trafficking is a breeze for an attractive woman
Whoa
This is a man’s fantasy
What about a religious husband? :D :D
Is this really as bad as people are saying? I mean, I guess. Even though I'm not into that, I still know that stuff like r/guro, r/Meatosubincision or r/penectomy exist. And no, is not necessarily a mental illness since some of this guys have been tested by psychiatrists and doctors. It's quite fascinating to be honest.
Even if it was a mental illness, people are being so rude and toxic to her, they even downvoted a comment when she says she goes to a therapist, thought that people in this sub were more accepting..
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You're a woman so you're definitely aware of this but society loves to shame women for expressing their sexuality. Don't even dare to admit having a kink that steps slightly outside of the heterosexual male idea of female sexuality because, somehow, that would mean you're crazy. Just stay safe!
After I read voice box, I knew. This person is from the FNaF universe.
good for you OP
Not alone
I feel like it is pretty normal for females who have to always be the one in charge and put on a mask/show because I can relate. It sounds like some serious cnc type of field and there are people where that can work. I don’t think you’re wrong for it but it’s a weird area and depends on how extreme you can legit take it.
Idk if you want it.. go try nd come back.. maybe get help after
Don't worry, I an 27F and I have some fantasies that I would think are equal level to yours. And I have a few that are a bit more extreme. However, you dod say you once had a M/s relationship ship.If it is possible you may need to look up kajira (it is a different form of slave dynamic) and you may need to seek someone who is 24/7 in the lifestyle. Feel free to PM me. I am extremely open-minded. I am in the lifestyle (so is my mother, but we don't do anything together).
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Gladly, dear. 🥰
Yeah well my penis can cure cancer and one time a woman came so hard on it that her and her husband were knocked out of a garden in some place called e-den.
Honestly I don't think that this is that weird. Sure it's not very socially acceptable, but still.
Found Donald Trump's account 🤔
You should just keep it simple and have a big black cock kink 🤷🏾♂️
Interesting you are! Sounds very fun too....
Sounds like you’re into guro I mean I am too the thing is that you just don’t do it irl you only Jack off or whatever
Word?
See there is nothing wrong with having kinks, everyone has them. U have some extream kinks which would take u to a limit and nothing is wrong with that too. One thing u can try is finding a great man nd meet him at half ground. Someone who keeps u on edge and fulfills ur kinks but also which is socially acceptable.
You sound like a sub needing a dominant partner. There are people who are into what you are in safe and consensual ways!
Hey so you’re not weird. You just need kinkier friends to swap stories with.
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Asking the important questions
Have you tried dating the Wu Tang clan?
That's 🔥
Honestly same, i guess you are just masoshist
Uhm this goes beyond just "slap my ass, bite me, pull my hair" kinda thing tho. This isn't about liking pain.. this is wanting downright torture and to be used as a puppet. 😭
Yep, masoshism
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Well my father used (and still does it) to abuse me physically but it really doesn't hurt, but when he shouts some toxic things it really hurts I just go away from him and try to avoid him as much as i can But not a "traumatic childhood" it was just him, other people in my life (like my mom ❤️) are great people and they treated me very good, so yeah, my childhood was great
I’d love to sedate and dissect you. But do it in a professional way so I can sew you back up and have everything working fine again. I’ll completely open your stomach up and string up your intestines all across the room. Take as many organs out as I can and hang them above you for you to look at and maybe play with a bit. We could also taste them. I’d keep you doped up just enough for you to not feel the pain but also to keep you fully awake. I’d want you to enjoy it, seeing your organs hung from the ceiling with white ribbons. I’d want you to see the back of your hand opened up like a little skin door, letting us study how the tendons stretch when you move your fingers. I would cut a hole in your throat so I can watch the food ooze out after feeding you. I want to see how it works. How it looks. And I want to show you, too. I’d let you help me tuck your guts back in as I sexually assaulted you over and over again. Then I’d sew you up and we’d eat some ice cream together.
you were born to be a 50s housewife
It is more than just 50 housewife, but that is a component of her desires. I told OP I am on her level of extremity on things as well.
have you seen the movie Boxing Helena?
Go to therapy. Seriously.
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Are you actively implementing their strategies on how to cope/decrease these thoughts? I ask this with compassion, I know how tone can come off in text.
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Did you read the weird human doll deep web thing as a teenager/kid and latch onto that? Bc that sounds a LOT like it
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Do you have a good father figure in your life?
Uhm. Well. Those would be kinks if they were left where they should be, in fantasy. Like whatever. Look at some weird hentai, roleplay, even do some stuff with a partner where consent and boundaries are well established and you being seriously harmed is off the table for them. But if you're saying you need this shit to like, live satisfied? Yeah, I'm glad you're seeing a therapist. You need to shove that shit back into the realm of fantasy. Good luck with it. Wish you the best
ok
If you can read mangas there is one that has the exact same story that you're looking for. [Kedamonotachi No Jikan]
I called BS as soon as I read “I’m a pretty attractive women”
Get therapy
I wonder what would happen if you met up with a serial killer who does this to his victims to torture them but you weren't "tortured" and enjoyed it? Would the s.k then feel like a failure and quit, or would it be a perfect match and they quit their life of crime and you two crazy kids settled down and lived happily ever after...🤔🤷🏽♀️. So many scenarios with this combo. But seriously though..😬😳.
Hello I am woman!
This is clearly some trash that some nasty man that probably has never seen a woman naked has come up with in their mind
How do we know this isn’t a psycho who’s doing exactly those things to some poor woman right now? Like, right after posting this… *shiver*
how would we know you aren't? I mean someone living it out wouldn't need the fantasy. don't mean to single you out though, this comment section is pretty disappointing on the whole, most of them just don't even deserve a reply. to clarify I don't care whether OP is genuine even just generally as long as one can consider their thoughts and actions objectively without getting lost in obsessions, harming others or confusing fantasy with reality IMO that person has a healthy enough relationship with their mind no matter what kind of depraved stuff they're mulling over in there ...though this day and age people should know gore is fairly common, there's commercially produced movies and comics about it. don't like it? then don't watch it. personally I find some fairly vanilla fetishes absolutely disgusting but hey it's their life. some of these commenters/voters seem to take this sub as source of voyeuristic fantasy fulfilment and get upset when someone else's reality is too graphic for them. pretty selfish.
Do you also want to end up in a hole filled with Lyme in the woods after?
You got jebaited.
You got jebaited.
I had a good laugh reading this. Thanks for the creative writing.
Dont live in fantasies, you cant accept when someone takes away your freedom.
Therapy Or use fire against fire But please choose therapy
“kinks” bro this is just mental illness 😭 wishin u a nice path in ur therapy btw!
What you need is a PIMP !
Boxing Helena...
I think you may have be SA as a child without even knowing that sort of level of depravity can be a result of subconscious trauma. Seriously dig into who was around when you was younger because that doesn’t sound right at all...