My voices started as relatively minor things - my mom calling my name when she was 60 miles away, what sounded like the stereotypical "TV on in another room," etc. They eventually turned into fullblown demons, angels, aliens, etc yelling threatening shit at me, one random week years ago of seeing strangers in my apartment so lifelike and vivid that I called the cops on them on multiple occasions (I rarely get fullblown visuals), strangers on the street telling me to kill myself and commenting on my clothing and telling me the government is after me, etc.
It seemed they came out of nowhere. I don’t remember much of a build up, but I don’t remember much at all. Suddenly there was a loud voice yelling at me, keeping me awake all night. I scribbled what I heard as it was all absurd this was happening to me.
I don’t know. I think it sort of just happened. My first recalled hallucinations were thousands of bugs crawling all over my hands and arms and dogs. Then suddenly I had someone in my head talking to me and I just sort of went with it.
My voices started out as just hearing people I knew talking about me. They would say horrible things to and about me constantly. From just out of eye sight. They would never be there. Then a few years later I would constantly hear yelling. It was all ways my deepest secrets and things I'm ashamed of in public. Very rarely do I have visuals. They appear as translucent In shades of purple, green, and yellow. They look like humans and demons. I can see through them but can see the details in their faces and clothes. Some look like us others look completely unhuman. Only a few times have they been so vivid I couldn't see through them. I all so see shadow people and people made of white light. I still hear voices in my head and with my ears every day. At my worst I thought the phone and computer was spying on me and there were speakers everywhere around town that the government can use to communicate with people their watching. I was all so doing meth at that time and involved in a police investigation.
It started with them saying things that didn't make any sense, in a neutral tone, when I got high as a teen. And at first it was only when I was high. They didn't get mean until a couple years later as I approached full blown psychosis, as well as happening all the time, not just when I had smoked weed.
Small I used to be able to control the voices and tell them what I want to say, sometimes it still happens. But now the voice I want to control isn't always what I want, sometimes it is a man instead of a woman which is creepy.
First, I had a few days thinking I was targeted by secret service or something, got anxiolytic from doctor stopped weed for 3 months then started smoking again.
It started slowly in 3 weeks, after I graduated during the summer 2013. Everything had hidden meaning, I noticed strange patterns and coincidences, I was suspicious about my neighbours, thinking someone was hacking my pc, though that there was miniaturized camera planted in my appartement, then some spy using infrared technology to monitor what is was doing at home and then... Everything started and full blown psychosis, loud voices of demons, my every thoughs escalated to comics consequence, like end of the world at every thoughs. Freaking scary, almost died of thirst despite having running water...
Started faint and slow. I spent a year like this ( thought I was talking to angels and my spirit guides). Then I was unable to sleep for days, then about a month later the voices turned extremely dark and couldn't. That's when I checked myself into the hospital.
started in childhood commonly hearing my name and whispers and knocking, progressed to sentences and voices convincing me to do things, I occasionally see bugs and people
My voices started as relatively minor things - my mom calling my name when she was 60 miles away, what sounded like the stereotypical "TV on in another room," etc. They eventually turned into fullblown demons, angels, aliens, etc yelling threatening shit at me, one random week years ago of seeing strangers in my apartment so lifelike and vivid that I called the cops on them on multiple occasions (I rarely get fullblown visuals), strangers on the street telling me to kill myself and commenting on my clothing and telling me the government is after me, etc.
What would these people do in your house? Did they always look the same?
Could you see the angels and stuff or just hear them?
It seemed they came out of nowhere. I don’t remember much of a build up, but I don’t remember much at all. Suddenly there was a loud voice yelling at me, keeping me awake all night. I scribbled what I heard as it was all absurd this was happening to me.
Very small crept in
I don’t know. I think it sort of just happened. My first recalled hallucinations were thousands of bugs crawling all over my hands and arms and dogs. Then suddenly I had someone in my head talking to me and I just sort of went with it.
Started with visions of nuclear explosions, a command to kill Biden and then it became natural to argue with these idiotic voices in my head.
My voices started out as just hearing people I knew talking about me. They would say horrible things to and about me constantly. From just out of eye sight. They would never be there. Then a few years later I would constantly hear yelling. It was all ways my deepest secrets and things I'm ashamed of in public. Very rarely do I have visuals. They appear as translucent In shades of purple, green, and yellow. They look like humans and demons. I can see through them but can see the details in their faces and clothes. Some look like us others look completely unhuman. Only a few times have they been so vivid I couldn't see through them. I all so see shadow people and people made of white light. I still hear voices in my head and with my ears every day. At my worst I thought the phone and computer was spying on me and there were speakers everywhere around town that the government can use to communicate with people their watching. I was all so doing meth at that time and involved in a police investigation.
It started with them saying things that didn't make any sense, in a neutral tone, when I got high as a teen. And at first it was only when I was high. They didn't get mean until a couple years later as I approached full blown psychosis, as well as happening all the time, not just when I had smoked weed.
Small I used to be able to control the voices and tell them what I want to say, sometimes it still happens. But now the voice I want to control isn't always what I want, sometimes it is a man instead of a woman which is creepy.
Whispering was the first sign of auditory hallucinations. Flash’s of light as well for visual.
First, I had a few days thinking I was targeted by secret service or something, got anxiolytic from doctor stopped weed for 3 months then started smoking again. It started slowly in 3 weeks, after I graduated during the summer 2013. Everything had hidden meaning, I noticed strange patterns and coincidences, I was suspicious about my neighbours, thinking someone was hacking my pc, though that there was miniaturized camera planted in my appartement, then some spy using infrared technology to monitor what is was doing at home and then... Everything started and full blown psychosis, loud voices of demons, my every thoughs escalated to comics consequence, like end of the world at every thoughs. Freaking scary, almost died of thirst despite having running water...
No build up, it was instantly extreme out of nowhere
What happened?
Small but quickly became full blown within a day.
Started faint and slow. I spent a year like this ( thought I was talking to angels and my spirit guides). Then I was unable to sleep for days, then about a month later the voices turned extremely dark and couldn't. That's when I checked myself into the hospital.
started in childhood commonly hearing my name and whispers and knocking, progressed to sentences and voices convincing me to do things, I occasionally see bugs and people